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Continued ... Talk? ..

know if it was not long silence, but my mind went blank and my body went numb, be careful what I was about to say.

again began to stutter.

and I feel like a fool, trying to listen. He told me not forget how much fun it was to walk up the avenue Angamos , follow by the expressway, and again return to the crossing of the Republic of Panama with Angamos . As I remember the long talks we had in those walks. From politics, marches bullfighting, music, band, until they could not be the best things in this world and how much we liked to talk nonsense, nonsense, and bother.

Gently his fingers back to touch my cold cheeks. A smile crossed my lips, he noticed and said, " MONCE "While smiling." He paused, rubbed his eyes.

He looked at me, and I, stupidly, I kept seeing his small dark eyes.

I thought a lot about us, good on you, I said. I know I'm crazy, I'm a guy again, maybe I'm not the same for you came to feel so much, I apologize for what happened. I know that I'm the same idiot with the game we played not to step on the hairline , we both know that I have changed too. And sometimes I think bad. But we also know that I love you too.

The words I never heard that in turn came from one moment to another. He was apologizing and honest with me, was answering the questions that always had circulated in my head for months since I saw him, Do you remember everything we went?, Or is it perhaps is not strange because we what happened to us?.

all seemed so unreal, that we only looked at her and said but .. is that ... he hit me with his words, and told me that was the problem as it was not accepted. The typical sentence, "is that you do not accept me as I am," looked at him and smiled a little sad and disappointed, I looked and he only managed to hold my hands again, stand up, "how the hell you explain that you are the most important thing I have?".

did not know whether happy or maybe get bothered by the rough so to speak, while he was still looking.

What can I say it, that actually if you are the most important, are the one who never left me so many stupid things, I love you crazy and not care about your family or mine. I could not answer and I got lost in his words.

Being as close to me, tried to kiss me .. I closed my eyes, I grabbed the shoulders, but I stopped, looked at him and hugged him.

could not go to kiss him, though he wanted, was not the same. I love him, love him but not to return to him. and I said, I love you like you can not imagine, but we're friends.

bother, he said he never mentioned an us or something, I nodded, looked at each other and walked together in silence until I got home. We said goodbye and we do not see more than a year ago.

felt immense pain, but I removed a load off, I turned the page and I continued my life. He's my friend and things are fine.