Friday, April 23, 2010

What Stores Do Layaways

Talk? Meeting

Continued "surprise find"

.. Why should we talk, it would speak to the boy knew nothing for some time, but was While I wanted more was the time I spent with him, or indeed perhaps the most was the time I walked in love with him.

I felt my eyes widened tremendously, but I should not really move me much. At the end of the day he was. But I still remember the chill that ran through my body, because despite taking a sip of coffee while this story, I tremble cold feet through my body at him so close.

The same guy who had a long relationship, which was not exactly the best. The same dreamer with which I played endlessly, the same promise, it promises not fulfilled completely, the same child who once ran his fingers over my face, wiping a tear, the same idiot that sometimes caused. He was holding my hand asking me to talk and I did not stop him, just let me go.

What shock?, Please that conversation and you had a million and one times!, ONE MILLION!. But since you're so silly sometimes did ignore this sentence around your head. I looked and walked to the yellow bench is half a block from your house, you sat at one end of it, outside of that white pharmacy had already closed, while he stood hesitating. It was funny seeing

nervous to see who was always so sure of himself, whom I criticized for the insecurity that I was not afraid to show who attacked my priorities, but who loved that I'll be as close to my family and some of my principles, he hated NO for an answer but in the end admitted that he loved my NO when he said: "let's go and leave everything."

That boy adventurer, vital, that kid a little shy at first, that sweet boy, renegón, the rebel who commanded all to hell when he wanted, he almost always talked about that did not care about others. He was hesitating in front of me. He was trying to say something, and did not know where to start.

sentences without meaning, without any connection, came from his lips. Commented as he had changed, that almost did not recognize me, my hair had grown, I do not see any piercing or wick fuxia, spoke of our mutual friends, etc. I only heard what he said, because he was run over by talking, walking from side to side, hands in his pockets until he sat at the other end of the bench.

gave a strong breath, I looked and said it's late, I go, I have things to do tomorrow morning. Do not know why I lied, I had classes the next day was not up early, I had nothing left, just invaded my fear of words acontinuación could continue after that sigh.

Ptm, do not go .. please, I said. Please? He could not use that term, did not know I could not believe what he heard while he sat closer no I could stop staring at his black eyes and neither backed off when he told me stay, I need you, need to talk.

hugged me stronger than ever, I could not hold back, he reciprocated the hug, and with trembling voice told him what happens, maybe you're wrong?, You know you can count on me.

released another sigh, I looked into her eyes and I said okay I'll tell everything at once, or at least will try.

I was stupid, my face turned away a couple of inches, I looked a bit and listened carefully ....

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

How Long Does Plan B Stay In Your Body



His back and foot flat on a wall. "Smoking a cigarette?, I'm still not sure, or perhaps simply prefer not to specify. He wore a black cap, faded blue jeans with just dragging, much like the ones I like, black with white coat and white sneakers with black pins.

1 AM and we just stared at 5 meters, in that block where no light more unfortunate that the focus of a light pole. At first I was surprised to see him standing at three houses from where I lived, was seldom seen after one year. Fear, nervousness, joy, confusion, deception, endless emotions "feelings?, Invaded my body and mind; until the moment that I located the half-drawn mischievous smile on his face.


Why so late, I asked. I looked at him and smiled half, while an "apology? Not owe anyone explanations, leaving only my lips without thinking.

left me silly when I said "I knew, just kidding, but you should not expose yourself to walk alone at this hour."

Did you know, since I had heard a logical answer, comprehensive, subtle, sarcastic, out of his mouth where modesty did not fit into their vocabulary. (Never, never expressed that way to over 3 years).

came and I was looking for my keys in her purse, took my hand and said we must talk.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Mild Reversal Of The Cervical Lordosis

surprise .. "They" .. I slept

He says
Good, I'm not wrong, I'm fine. I'll be fine because I have no desire to be wrong, and because life happens too fast to try to find those little things that sometimes make us doubt that there are sunny days in our minds. I like to think that I will live for many years, although perhaps not entirely true, but I'm completely sure of is that true happiness is not in the rules that society imposes on us for allegedly leading a full life or on unconditional faith in God that we may already be tired of hearing the same sermon every Sunday and believers themselves and apologizing to gain a place in heaven missed.
really do not know if I could define the word "happiness" is not a word that this added to my internal dictionary .. Maybe I was never happy and never will be .. perhaps be the happiest person in the world at some undetermined time .. I'll never know what I'll do tomorrow because I do not live thinking about a concrete future. Thinking about the future only makes you lose this time and then repent of things that you did in the past. I see no reason to waste the short time traffic we have to enjoy thinking that maybe one day I will not get to see. I have no desire to know if tomorrow I'll have a lot of money or I will be famous, or perhaps neither .. I have no desire to know if I will live 100 years or if this is my last birthday .. I have no desire to know how many people think I'm a moron q q shit talk .. I have only wanted to know that I'm going through right now.
* Pd .- Here is your answer to so many conversations and reproaches lovingly made me know .. your own answer to why do not write anything.

She responds, q
know you do not like wasting time thinking about the future, you know I like to bother talking about the future because q I have one. While saying that now I know that if you hear me when I say .. "I do not want to talk about it." We know that happiness is not eternal, as we know q is happiness, because it is a sentiment not fully defined, and many others. Live, if not years, but I know that you will live. Q Because living is getting up every morning, wash your face and follow your daily routine. Life is a verb, is more than life, rather than the word defined in the dictionary. Because I believe that living is knowing that each day is lived if it was worth it, because every day is special and every smile stolen. I do not know how long I live, but I know I do and I am "happy", if that happiness is counted with the smiles that emit at will and why I often steal or floors without stopping. The're having fun .. because you like to be. But remember that the future also includes desires, hopes, dreams velvet .. those who wait .. these are met that are not made of glass, because it will break so easily. Beware
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PD.-not get lost in reality, your essence and who you really are not trapped by those ropes and grips of different colors that stand out in the monochrome of Lima. Live, feel, smile and ... "happy .."..

Thursday, April 1, 2010

How To Seal A Concrete Bathtub



lies the body lying in bed, no blood. Inert
, stopped breathing, eyes open, his head hanging on one side of the bed, one hand touching the ground with dead fingers, dead
like freshly bathed his whole body, wet hair, smelling of shampoo apple
over his parched lips, uttering that surround smell pills and remedies.

I close my eyes, I see so sweet now,
"sleeping" your own way, I take the little hair you have on your face,
decided to cover the nakedness of his body so that your soul is not cool.
I take the teddy bear that always sleeps with it and leave your side, a sound breaks the silence of that room where there is no trace of sun. Caen
bottles of aspirin, cough syrup and alprazolam .

I examine the glass of water resting on your nightstand, combined smells to Tramal, medicine for severe pain. Maybe it hurt too much soul, he decided to pass up as in the past tried to do. I read the prescription that the cost was and said

" Miss Issy just relax and be better." Natalia




baffles me, I get dizzy and fall.
I open my eyes, I stretch and hit me on my bedside table, almost The glass buttons medicine was drinking, but I forgot.

I take my teddy bear and falls open a bottle of aspirin along with a cough syrup, but this is sealed.

stretch my fingers and palms of my hands hurt, my nails had hurt me, not much blood, it is superficial and will disappear like the original dream, I think. I

the bathroom, I'm barefoot, I mean, but the ground is frozen, or is that reality is too cold.

I look in the mirror, I wash my face to wipe away the tears that dried there. Saco
toilet paper right pocket of my pants, drop a plate alprazolam where missing two pills, I look at the pick, I dry my face.

I keep the pills, I leave the bathroom and with a smile greeted the visit he arrived.
Written, July 14, 2009.